Just some late night thoughts...

Listening to pitch perfect music, then jrock, then carrie underwood.

I'm all over the place with my music and thoughts right now.

How can I be that naïve girl who fall sin love easy, and who trusts people who shouldn't be trusted?

I just don't get myself sometimes.


I love 3 people with all of my heart each in their own ways and I don't know who I would pick if I had the chance too.


C.M.B, my lifelong friend, and pretty much my first love.

I.G.W the first guy to turn my head and make me feel happy, loved and perfect since;

J.T.M.T, THE love of my life. My everything. my world. My heart. My soul.

I mean, I don't deserve love.

Shit who am I telling,

yes I do,

its thanks to assholes that I don't feel desirable.

Its not my fault he broke my heart.

its not my fault I lost my v card early.

its not my fault that I am completely in love with 3 different amazing guys.

Ugh.


Is that so wrong?

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

Finally...

I did it, I finally did it.

I told my childhood friend I was in love with him. And have been my entire life.

And he accepted it. And better yet, he loves me too.


But his girlfriend....

I didn't want to impose on his relationship at all, I really didn't, but you gotta look out for number 1.
Yourself.

And as long as I'm happy, no one else matters (:


And if he's happy, i'm happy (:

Thank God For Music/ Reminiscence of the Past

Music seriously has saved me in every way possible.

I'm especially infatuated with  band called Sleeping With Sirens.

Just became a fan a few weeks ago but now own all their albums.

Kellin Quinn is really amazing.

But my top 2 favorite bands will always be 

t.A.T.u and Breathe Carolina

And that's that.

Hung out with my childhood friend yesterday and it really made me feel nostalgic. We used to be like brother and sister, then romantic stuff happened. And now were just best friends again.

I mean I truly am happy for him and his girlfriend, but there's just a piece of my heart that wishes it was me.

Anywhore,

Haven't been in here in a while.

So sorryyy, so here's a picture of me and my chf.

Sorry bout me looking ratchet.

Well I think that's enough for one day.

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal