Just My ALMOST SUMMER report (:

So currently, I'm arguing with my stupid best friend about taking a picture to show you lovely people what I look like.

She's a stinky booger.

But ohmaigosh, my summer vacay starts next week!

And THANK GOD.

Because i'm finally going to be the Upperclassmen.

I'm finally gonna be a junior, and a leader in my stupid school.

Next, I just had a great Friday with my two bestfriends.

We went all over town just blasting music and having fun,

And hanging with lots of people.

But sadly, today, I had my heart broken, by a guy I was truly almost in love with.


I guess I just never had the chance because I didn't have long blonde hair and deep blue eyes.

Brownish-red hair and dark amber eyes aren't good enough )':


It really did hurt.

I was so embarrassed and ashamed to walk down the beach solemnly to hide my tears. I walked away from him and my friends.

But my friends shortly followed.

I cried. I had to get away because if I were to stay there, I would've cried in front of him.

And it really hurt.

He was the first guy that I actually had genuine feelings for since my first love, and it truly hurt.

I wish I didn't know what heartache felt like, because I think it would hurt worse than a bullet to the brain.

In my opinion.

But on a happier note,

Today with my two bestfriends chillen at the beach, riding around, drinking smoothies and ice's, and not having a care in the world is the best feeling you could experience (:


So grab your true bestfriend(s) and give them a hug and never let them go!

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

To Each Their Own

First things first. There has been a girl in my life who has been cyberbullied to the max.

And frankly. I'm tired of it.

So to whoever is taking the time to read this, please don't bully.

Bullying is a rising pandemic among teens and young adults, which is causing depression to rise and suicide to rise as well.

Thanks.


Second.

I haven't posted in forever. Like wow.

So, I think I wanna talk about some things.

First, I finally after 16 and a half years, I don't care what ANYONE thinks or says about me.

And it's freaking amazing.

It takes up so much stress, and time, and sleep, and worry to think and wonder about what people think about me.

If you don't like me, GREAT. I don't care.

If you like me, even better.

I've finally realized all that matter's is what you think of yourself, and how you portray yourself.

I used to hide that I was a huge nerd on the inside. I wanted so much to be the cool, pretty popular girl who everyone loves; But that lead to me not being myself, and I've realized people won't love you if you try to be something that your not.

So go ahead, judge me that I love anime and manga; I'm half Japanese, and its part of my heritage. And guess what? Millions of other people like it too. If you don't. All I have to say is to each their own.

Judge me that I like to cosplay, and play countless hours of video games.

But Guess. What???

Other people out there are Just. Like. Me.

So if someone likes other stuff, and doesn't see why you like said things, tell them that's okay. Because they love what they love, and you have what you love.

I can be that pretty popular girl, be friends with all the people I can, but I don't have to deny the fact that i'm a nerd.

Because I'm not denying or hiding it anymore.

So go ahead, think what you want, Because the REAL me, is finally here to stay.

I don't have one group of friends, I have many.

I don't just hang with the popular crowd, I hang with everyone.

I hate that people judge, "Cool" from what people wear, look like, and act like, and their actions. To me, that's wrong.

Every one is an individual, and if we didn't have individualism, Earth would be a lifeless and dull planet.


So that's my thoughts on that subject.

Something else.

My anime con is coming up in June. June 21-23 to be exact and I am sooooo excited ^-^

I'm going with a small group consisting of two of my best friends, my best guy friend, my bestfriends boyfriend and her sister, and it's going to be so much fun! This is probably going to be one of the first times i've never felt afraid to be myself. And I can't wait.


So thats enough for one day.

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

New cosplay; Waiting for June!

I finally received my Miku and Sailor Moon Wigs >//////<

I

Am

So

Excited.

I've been wearing them everywhere!!

I evern got asked if someone could take a picture with me (:

They knew I was being Miku and they loved me for doing it in public! (:

It made me feel good.


But mother's day with my mommy was great<3

She's my bestfriend (:


Stay Awesome Gotham.

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

Update; It'sa me!

Hey there all! (:


I'm so sorry i haven't posted in so long!

Final's and exams and all that wonderfully fun stuff.

I really don't know what to write today!

My life for the last 3 months has actually been almost stress free, and almost perfect in my opinion.


I'm starting to work on my Jacob and Renesmee fanfic today ^-^

"I still believe, that we have, a special bond of love, but I see your back is trembling!"

Monkey pink ^-^ Ape Escape 3 yo!~

Lol.

Being random is fun right?

Lol wut. That was random!

So I'm prolly gonna post some anime pictures to my Anime blog, so be sure to check that out :3!


I really wish more people would follow my blog...

I don't feel loved at ALL. Gosh darnit.

I know I have one, and Shes AWESOME XD


So, I like weird words. Like,

Kurfuffle, barflask. And others :3

Okay, Stay awesome Gotham!


~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal