The Love of Jacob and Renesmee

It baffles be that Stephanie Meyer left the huge cliff hanger of the Jacob & Renesmee Love story.

I mean... c'mon...

PLEASE WRITE ANOTHER BOOK.

Or make another movie, or do SOMETHING.

Yes, I am a Twilight saga FANATIC.

I've read the books all a million times...

I've seen the movies and know all of them word for word.

Yeah. I know.

But I have decided...

I am going to try and write my own Jacob and Renesmee fan-fiction ^-^

I know there are a gazillion out there, but if I am going to achieve my dream of becoming a
professional writer.

I've got to start from nowhere and work myself up.

Sooooooo.

I don't know how, and I dont know when, but I will be starting my fanfic soon.

I am still working on my other main one, Dirty Little Secret.

So please stay posted ^-^

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

The Demon That Once Was Me

There once was a girl,

Who had a beautiful smile.

Who had many friends,

And a great sense of style.

This girl seemed happy,

She had not a care.

Not a trouble in sight,

To see her frown was rare.

This girl was a star,

In her classes and sports,

From her pink binders and notes,

To the Nike symbol on her shorts.

It never seemed possible,

To see this beauty cry,

But behind even the honest,

There is always a lie.

She would come home at 2,

And run to her room.

She'd slam her door shut,

Only to find her doom.

She'd slam on her pillow,

She'd cry and she'd scream,

She'd wish she was dead,

And that this was all a dream.

She'd punch her wall,

And kick her bed,

As she could only say

"God, please let me drop dead."

She found her only hope,

In what seemed to be her friend.

She walked to her dark closet,

And pulled out her end.

This girl was an artist,

But not in a good way,

She acted of the broken,

And her eyes would fade to gray.

In her weary eyes,

She saw nothing wrong,

With the way she acted tough,

And the way she acted Strong.

She'd smile at her friend,

And she'd smile a slight grin.

She'd bring up her arm,

And put the blade to her skin.

She'd paint pretty picture's,

But her painting's had a twist,

Her paint brush was a blade,

And the canvas was her wrist.

Carrie

I never knew how bad bullying could become.

Even in a movie.

A fantasy movie that seemed like it could actually happen...

My mother and I just finished watching Carrie, a Stephen Spielberg movie, made in 1976.

A girl who possessed telekinetic powers was always picked on.

Well a kind boy gave her a chance and took her to prom.

well the girl who was the antagonist, killed a pig and used its blood to pour all over her.

This was done when she and her date won (Rigged) Prom King and Queen.

The blood caused Carrie to loose control of her powers and she killed everyone by accident.

I dont wanna type the whole plot. But it really hit home.

Bullying is scary; in every degree.

And it kills me to think that bullying is the, "Cool" thing to do nowadays.

I used to be bullied. But it was mild, and done just as a joke.

Now i'm one of the popular kids.

And i would NEVER dream of hurting someone else's feelings. Because I know how bad it hurts...

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

My Happy Sunday~

Today, was an amazing day!

I spent the whole entire day with my best friend (:

Her name is Kayla, and she really is my other half.

We are exactly the same in every way possible.

For a few short months, she actually wasn't my bestfriend...

She left me for no reason.

I thought it was my fault. But it wasn't.

She has returned though.

She saw how much pain she put me through, and she realized what she did was wrong, for the both of us.

And ever since, we have been attached at the hip.

And she is never leaving me ever again<3

It's great to have a best friend don't you think?

Comment a thing you and your best friend do or share (:

Or perhaps a memory you love that you guys have together.

I love my best friend, and I do believe God made us for each other<3

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

I Wish

I wish for once...

One time...

I wish that I could live like a romance movie.

I'm unexpectedly swept off by a guy who doesn't even realize I exist.

Who ends up becoming so close to me and my friends/family.

Who I end up fighting a force that is trying to hurt or endanger people important to us.

Who I end up falling madly in love with, and he falls immensely in love with me.

I wish that I could actually live that fairy tale... For just one day...

But a girl can only dream unitll her real prince charming comes and saves her.

So my beloved Prince.

Hurry up and Save Me.

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

A Love Forgotten.

I am one of the millions of people who are diagnosed with Depression.

It seems like almost everyday I lose a little peice of me inside, but then again, I gain strength from hanging on.

Writing is my way of channeling my feelings through my body, and out of my heart.

I currently now do not consider myself as, "Depressed."

Nevertheless, I still do have feelings of sorrow and regret that come and go...

It's a scary feeling.

It's like a monster, or a parasite.

Slowly but surely, eating you alive from the inside out.

I once believed that I would never be loved. Just because one person in my past hurt me to the point that I didn't want to live anymore.

I let that person have so much control over me, when I shouldn't have.

He didn't even know he had such control over me.

But that's what happens when you fall in love.

You lose yourself.

So for those of you reading this, thank you.

You are beautiful and pure, inside and out. And do NOT let anyone tell you otherwise.
Cause if they do...

I'll come and beat em up (;

Thank you all.

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal

I've finally found my Sacred Grove.

Hello all!

My pseudonym is Steel Angel Eternal.

But you guys can call me Karinka (:

I have just recently gotten into blogging, and frankly, it has become my addiction.

I guess its due to the fact I love writing in journals and having people read my writing.

I hope you all enjoy my post's and I will try to post something new everyday!

Thank you all for support!!

Please check out my links to my favorite sites.

If you ask me questions about anything I will answer them in my full knowledge!

~Spread your wings and Fly~

SteelAngelEternal